Tears again...

This time as I walked away from the nursery at church this morning. It isn't that I don't trust the ladies back there to take care of my Chance, it's just that I have leaving him unless its with his daddy. This morning was the first time that we left him in the nursery through the service all by himself. And I hated it. He is growing up so fast. Michael had to leave me every week since he was six months old. I don't ever want to leave my little one. Ugh...but I made it through the church service, actually listened to the message and was so relieved to know my little man did so well in the nursery. Why does love have to hurt so much?