Well...

I just read sis's blog and I don't think I am going to read it anymore! :) I have been upset the last two times I have read it! Today it is tears; I really am dreading going back to work. It is true, I used to say I could never be a stay-at-home mom and after the last 8 weeks I say I could definitely do this all of the time! I have sooo enjoyed being home with Michael and Chance this summer. When Michael was a baby, I was ready to go back after 6 weeks but this time it is sooo much different. With a fabulous husband to help during the evenings, a super helpful big brother thru the day and a great baby, I could do this forever! I am sooo thankful for everything I have been given including the 12 weeks I will have been home with my little men but I wish it wouldn't end. I just have to continue praying for the Lord's will. He knows better than me what our future holds and what is best. I do have a couple of degrees to pay for that I just got, plus a great realiable vehicle that needs paid for and a job to go back to. So I just praying for peace about the things that I have to face in the next couple of months. I know my first week back to the office will be long and tearfilled but God knows best and I will just wait to see what happens. Just pray for me because I am a month out and it already upsets me.

And thanks sis, your prayers mean the world to me! Love you!